Weird...

It's a really odd feeling, to want to write but have no words.
To want to express emotion, but feel completely void.
To want to find something solid, but find nothing but a blur.

I feel like a wave tossing around in the ocean.

I am just tired. Really tired of not being who I want to be.

I am feeling very discouraged by Christmas and the New year, but I figure since its a new start I should make an effort.

New Years resolution #1: Figure out who I want to be and be it.